Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Muldoon

How brash, how bold--
you brandish your dictionary
like a buckler slung low
on your almost feline hip
on your almost female hip.
Come at me again with your
whin, and gorse, and furze.
Tell me of the swamp grass under which
you saw me lying, saw me loving
and how it bristled in thorny ceiling
to shield me from the sky, the sun
but not from you with your rapier of incisive verbs.
Tell me that you saw it as rape, as racking, as wrath
and you shall say it so in print, in verse, in rhyme.
Load up your derringer of daring with your pocket of metaphors
and fire scattershot after your ten paces of nobility.
This is after all a matter of honor, a dishonorable matter.

How bold you are and brash
to accuse me by the whin, the gorse, the furze.
I tell you-- you shall need more than
one witness by three names.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Diane

You are a fearful thing in the park
with the dappled light leaving gaps
in your already ethereal skin
and when you run through the trees
almost I can see horns amidst your hair
and hear the baying of the hounds
hungry hunting you
and your hungry joy and their holy fear is mixed
with your hushed fear and their hunting joy
They would not dare you
alone
but in the rush they come
down the hill, invincible, crying out
their fearless, swelling joy
For they have found you and shall have
their piece at last
You must hear them in the wind
sounding the triumph call
Frozen and staring through the trees
Love find me running, crying out my fearsome joy
for I have found you and shall have
my peace at last.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Armchair

It is not as if you are a particularly charming armchair
although if you were an armchair
you would out charm all the polka dots and plaids and paisleys
and leave the solid respectable black leather and suede in full shadow.
Nor yet are you a sort of celestial sun of heart and magnificence too much to bear
though if you were how the planets would flock around you
jostling in their orbits to swing nearest to your blazing glory
and turning away in despair when you are too bright to see.
The sea and moon are too ordered for your likeness
for they change according to their laws and you only to your pleasure
how could any telescope chart the waxing of your presence
or sonar measure the trenches where your deeper mysteries lie
Besides you are dawn and noon and these ladies are only servants of the night
You are not the last great microcosm the smaller self of earth
for earth was made for your feet and voice and rule
and you formed for no master's hand nor tyrant mistress
to tease and prod and cajole is not your role nor will you suffer it
Earth is of the meekest dirt and you are nothing clay.
All these things you are and are not
All these things you are and are more
To list and argue, define and declare would take
a hundred years or more
and if I had a hundred years I'd rather
spend them curled in your lap
although it is not as if you are an armchair

Sunday, April 17, 2011

For you.

Comets come closest to what you are
bright and far and how
can I ever fit inside what you
are and say and do
You have all the grace of physics
a marble on a wooden plane
the longest arching curve
Gallileo weeps that you followed him
that he came before a voice
silenced in the streets of Florence
(may its windows never bloom)
In all the world you move
most like itself
A thing not written nor seen
a song unhummed.
You are where the sun goes when it sets
the sea's first love and the night's firstborn son
Echo's eldest sister died for wanting you
it is her sorrow-love the wind sings
and in the spring all the earth's affection
grows brilliantly gowned for your eye
Everything is still when you come
Everything dark when you leave
In all the world there is you
only you for me.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Blondie (edit)

I cannot remember a time
when my neck did not ache.
I walk bent forward
like an old woman
trying to bear her weight on her knees.
My shoulders curve from my spine
my spine from my hips
and it is only when I am asleep
that I may stretch straight.
Even then it is an anchor
tugging against me
when my dreams toss my head
from side to side.
It is why I sit so still.
Dragging this mass behind me is a tiresome task.
It coils around my feet and slicks a heavy heat down my back
till I am just sweat and skin and weight.
If they call it beauty let them bear it
and brush it and braid it.
As for me, I'd let it all burn.

Friday, April 8, 2011

seared.

Some words stick
fly out of careless mouths
dripping with glue
to land sullenly
on sidewalks or stop signs
or selves
and stay stubbornly until
with sun and time they scar
pale and shining.

These are not freckles
They were my whole skin's tone
before you spoke.