Sunday, March 28, 2010

the witching hour

Sometimes I tire so of this little white box
waiting so apathetically for my fingers
to spin it a tale and knot it together
with a clever phrase
throwing in some imagery for colour
and irony for weight

i throw and catch and turn about
and they ask are you
are you up
and I tell them
I'm up I'm up
except when I'm down
but hey babe you know babe
i'll always be around

talking into this little box
spilling my thoughts
like loose water in the rain
and i'll go back to the refrain
there is nothing to restrain me
no one to retrain me
and so when they ask

are you
are you up
and I tell them
I'm up I'm up
except when I'm down
but hey babe you know babe
i'll always be around

as mad as a hatter and with half the tea
so really tonight you'll have to excuse me
because i cursed old father time
and he turned around and cursed back at me
I and he and the blind mice three
telling each other our history
and they ask me

are you
are you up
and I tell them
I'm up I'm up
except when I'm down
but hey babe you know babe
i'll always be around

I'm up
I'm up
(except when I'm down)
and darling dearest
love my own
you know I'll always be
(I'll be around)

The Curse of Common Courtesy.

Let's skip all of this nonsense
these greetings and pleasantries
it's not like you ever left this conversation
you with your telegraphic eyes
with your photographic face
and you could send me signals
from fathoms below the sea
it's always been you and me
in this mixed up mess of a language
and its one long interaction
made up of gestures and chemical reactions
this study in intercultural creations
and you and I are a new mess altogether
I've forgotten all the tongues I used to talk
all the other tongues I used to taste
with the sting and tingle of wit and want
the line between can and can't
With you it's no line
a long vowel of a word with a thousand meanings
and I am the master dictionary
you are the queen of the thesaurus
throwing inflection around like the curve of your hip
against my -against my hand
and I'm catching every tone
deep in the weight of every bone
so lets skip the pleasantries
the greetings and the greedy giving
all i want to know is here
between your chin and eye

do we have a word
for goodbye?

(for you. because I am so sorry.)

Friday, March 26, 2010

Arrival.

Today.
Today
(and it will soon be yesterday
and then then and at last long ago)
but today
was something new and untouched.
It existed on its own
blooming into being
somewhere along the gap of night
which exists between the reality of yesterday
and all the thousand same before
and this new separate thing
all strange and glowing with foreign light.
I woke into today
with one strip of light across my lips.
It pulled me, a gentle tugboat
drawing me from this ocean of sleep
and into this new created port
to rest and revive
before the long dive back among the dark waves.
Today I walked the long pier
with the light stripping away the salt
from my deep dreams
and arrived.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Sanctuary

the evening comes
let me sheathe this weary blade
within the warm earth
take the weight of these wounds
and turn them into something new
grow something green under the dark sky
let it bloom to starlight and starling song
and wax beneath the moon
I will take a knee for the shadows
rest my head against this scarred hilt
and find a deep moment in the rolling dark
I and this sword and the blooming new
nested next to me
resting for the stretch of time

Dawn breaks
and the battle calls
So sword and I are gone
with a wilting bloom behind.

Fluidity.

It terrifies me
the way my blood in water
spins and disappears
vanishing between the smooth atoms
of this foreign wasteland
to assimilate
to appear as nothing
a non-thing in this clear world
and like that I am gone

another transparent being
in this fishbowl of honesty
with no secrets
no self
to conceal


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Passing through

I've gone through the old maps
looking for trace of lemon
slipping the black light over the edges
counting codes upon my inkstained fingers
crossing these cloudy clues off my list
and there must be a conspiracy
some covert covenant amongst secret saints
who know each other by their hidden halos
and I cannot get the light to bend

Once I dreamed my way
I woke on the doorstep with the words
ringing through my slender veins
Enter Friend and Rest
for you have found Utopia

Now i slide between dreams and dust
searching the antique rolls for some silenced path
some stairway or corridor
searching for the shine of a halo

I'm just here for a moment.
Tomorrow I will find Utopia.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

sprawl.

will wonders never cease. the world wobbles on and the wicked wander through their worn ways whistling "God Save the Queen" and we ask and we whisper. may he save her. may he may he he may save her. but who shall save us. this is the way the world goes. around and around. a round on me and let the flow go free. we are men upon a marble and who knows when the crash will come. tiptoe through the forest but scream along the streets. this is a story for dark nights outside of candlelight. when we have forgotten the children are there straining for the echoes. and how it rumbles how it roars the echoes of this land and its new birth. its ripping strength it's shattered legs and let us lift a glass again. three cheers for the night Night was born. Hooray Hooray Who ran with the news to tell? I am death destroyer of worlds.( he soul thief he shadow king.
he dark dancer he dust dragon) i am king wearer of crowns. i am queen of the royal sheets. i am arms thrown wide across the night. i am the equator where all earth meets. so scream. scream with me again. this is the story this the tale. tell your children. tell your sons and their sons. tell the sons the tale but keep the girls quiet. this is no string of words for a gentle soul this is sword and stone. this is blood and bone. this is more than you have known. this is what it means to be alone.