nothing is sharper than the break between ignorance and bliss consciousness and i miss you

i don't want to sleep anymore

i'm tired of meeting those faces

let to roam on parole throughout my dreams

and how they crowd close 

pressing up against my skin so tight

i cannot cover my ears

while they whisper whisper whisper

scream!

all at once now 

and they tell me you're so strong

you'll be the one to make it sure

you can carry carry carry one more

and they press so close to me

wrap their warmth around me

pour their breath into my hair 

and drop kisses on my cheek like rain

saying we, we, we love you...

we won't we won't we....leave you

oh, don't let me fall asleep

i'm tired so tired of these dreams

these voices that i know

and this waking up alone